It've been months...
Yet i see nothing...
"God, you won!"
Sorry for doubting you!
Now, you proven to me that you are around me!
You respond to me! Thank you!
My feelings are corrupted!
I dont know what to say...
I'm very happy! i kept saying and telling myself, i'm happy!
But, i still ask myself... am i really happy?
I know i trusted my senses this time round...
and i was right, and i dont really feel hurt this time...
unfortunately, i still turn back to ask myself,
i really not heartbroken???....
No one knows exactly how i'm feeling...
nobody cares... nobody bother either...
Hahas(: i guess it's over ba...
The story ended??? O,o? i think so...
Chapter 2 is coming up on my other blog...
Keep a look out for it, dont miss it! hahas
Things may have change or starting to change...
But one thing will nvr change.
That's my love for you.!
You ask me to find someone better...
but i replied...
no!
Because it's impossible to find someone,
that can chat with me for so long, and nvr complain...
that can joke around, play, and laugh with me, though it's just though sms...
that able to let me have high and low times...
Sometimes, it's so cold, but sometimes its so hot! that should be the way!
that let me realised how to be jealous or what is the meaning of jealous...
that let me tasted my own tears, and knew that tears are salty...
that let me experience how painful when your heartbreaks... ouch!
No way, i'm gonna find another one like you! no!
You will always live in my heart!
It's ok! Things have seem to be settling down...
It's really time for me to go...
It's time for me to close my eyes and nvr wake up.
My wish, is for every single people around me to hate me!
Hope you understand. hope you realised something.!
Dont be sorry, cause you did nothing wrong.... (;
Now, i learn to lie!
Even if you are the closest person to me, i will still lie to you...
My words are all lies... so dont listen and believe...
I'm 'HAPPY'~!
Hoho(:
Nights!
~I'm dying~