It's the afternoon...
11/09, 15:15pm.... Warm and windy...
Day by day, hour by hour, mins by mins...
I watch the time flew away...
A blink of an eye... 'O' level is coming...
A blink of an eye... I knew you for exactly 4months...
A blink of an eye... I've waited for 3 and 1/2 month
A blink of an eye... A year is coming to an end...
Life can only be 'play', and not 'rewind'...
It's a warm afternoon, i'm laying on my bed, looking out of the windows...
Clouds in the sky, slowly flew past me. My went on to daydream....
First thing that comes to my mind, was you...
All the fun, joke, laughter... all the happy moments and sad time we had...
All this will be kept in my heart, i my mind...!
My happiest moment of life, you gave it to me...
My saddiest moment of life, you brought for me...
I like it. Everything that concerns you, i like it.
I'm use to re-read our conversation...
that's the only time when i felt that, the time is 'rewinding'...
At the very beginning, i senses tells me that it will be a endless conversation...
I tried to believe.... till days ago... i start doubting it...
Maybe this is fated. God meant it this way.
I'm use to sms-ing you everyday...
even if it's just one sms... i'm also satisfied.
I thought i could control myself....
Sadly tell you i couldn't... dont need 24hours, just 8hours.... or less...
i start to miss you... i tried hard to force myself in ways not to think of you...
but i dont know why i just cant.... i hate myself... seriously.
Now, i'm feeling moody... heart's aching again...
I know there's nothing i could do... i can't change the way you think...
I got no power to change anything.... i'm just a 'no-body'....
This is my life.
I love you. That's why i tell myself i must be happy.
Though i'm sad, but i will remain happy...
though my heart broke, but still i will cover the wound and smile at you...
though i'll leave you one day, but my feelings will nvr change,
And i will miss/think of you, like how i do everyday.
Maybe, this is it ba... let nature take it course.
Even i know i'm hurt, injured badly...
but i'm trying hard to be strong, and stand back up.
No harm liking someone... though i knew there's not a single hope...
I will just, hahas, smile. Carry on with life.
Have a nice day.
~What will happen next, i wonder~