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Sunday, July 8, 2012

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Saturday, July 7, 2012

Just for you.

7/7/2012.

It's been one day since i last see you and talk to you.
All i want to say is, I MISS YOU.

On 5/7/2010, its the first time i planned a surprise birthday celebration for you.
If i could stop time, i would have stop it at the moment.
I can say it was a well planned surprise and everything went on smoothly.
I spend so much time and effort getting it done.
With the help of the rest, my plan work out successfully.
Im really thankful to those that have help me.
I hope you like what i have planned for you.

I skip school, woke up early to get myself and MC.
Went to ION orchard to collect the cake and flower.
Spent the previous night geting the card and box done.
The ADIDAS lady's watch that i brought for you.
Every thing has a meaning. 
Watch - I hope i could send more time with you, or even better, be by your side every second every minute. 
Flower - Three red roses. It means I LOVE YOU. I really really love you, and i wont say i like you because im clear about my feelings this time round. 
Card - I do hope you will read the card. i've written all the things that i want to say to you in it. 
After dinner, we went to catch a movie. At that point of time, i wish one min was one hour so that i can spend more time with you. 
After movie, i send you home. Along the journey, i kept very quiet. I was thinking whether or not should i ask you for stead again. 
My heart was beating fast, my body was shivering, and cold sweat roll down my spine.
I was all the way building up my courage. Even till the last min, at the lift, i was still considering whether or not to ask. 
And so.....
I ask....
I swallow down my salivia and spit out the question. 
"Can you be my girlfriend?"
Total silence.... 
I think that it is the most awkward moment in my life. 
I know you wont give me a reply face to face. 
But when you got home, you gave me the reply. 
So... well... i knew what's your reply would be already... 
This time round i said i will wait for you. 
And i will really wait for you. 

There's one thing that i didnt ask, and wanted to ask long time ago. 
Which is....
"Do you like me?"
This time round, upon hearing your reply....
I I I do not know how am i gonna feel...
Should i be upset?
Or...
Should i be happy?
My feelings are like rojak! Seriously!
i really dont know what to do now.

i hope you will not ignore me.
But if you do, i shall let you be.
But will you?
I'm really afraid that i will lose you one day.
Has the day arrived?
it's that first time i ask a girl for stead face to face.
Im sorry if i scare you.

I'm really at a loss.
Many questions keep popping up in my head.
i wish someone could give me the answer.
Will there be a someone??

All i want is you to happy at the end of the day.
I want my future to be only you and i.
will the day arrived?

Shall end of here... mood change... feeling down now...

~ I LOVE YOU, LEE JIA JING ~