End of September

Today is Friday.
Went to chalet for the past three days and... ok it was quite fun actually but was also abit boring.
Boring because not all of them came and there wasn't really a well planned plan of what activities to do.
It was a chalet, or the only chalet that I've seen so many food that we wasn't able to finish it within three days.
I slept only two hours for that three day and don't really yet feel tired...
Weird uh!

Actually I was suppose to do something.
I dont know whether is it I did not have the chance to do it or I did not find the chance to do it.
Kinda feel wasted but nvr regret.
If I want to confess to you, it would only be just you and me.
Now i don't think I will have the chance again, as school is reopening soon.
I wish I would still be able to keep in contact with you and remain how we are like how we use to be.

"God, give me another chance. For the chance you gave me, I will gather all my courage and without hesitating I will say out all the words that I want to say to her."

Just a short one

I'm getting tired.
Really tired of life..
But still it must go on unless I die.

I'm tired of working, but if I dont work, I got no money..

I'm tired of going to school, though it's the holidays now, but school will be reopening in weeks time.
Changing of class, waking up early in the morning and the ling travel distance really pull my motivation down alot.

I tried hard not to think of you each day, but I fail...
No matter what I do will always makes me remind me to think of you. Is this love or what?
I know very well that we are from two very different world but I wish fate would bring us together by closing the gap in between us.

Shall sleep early tonight. forcing myself to wake up early and head for church 2morow morning.

~I just wanna let you know, I like you~