Today i got angry....
but no one know ar... cause i'm a good 'hider'....
Wake up around 11am today...
Went school at 1pm...
Go ask what's my Chinese 'O' level results...
Wa... very sad.... B4 leh....
How? how? how?....
Should i retake or not?....
Very confused leh.... angry also....
Those got study de all nvr get the marks they want,
but those below my standard de can get better than me....
What's wrong man...!!!! Life's seriously unfair....
Then went ISH sit.... no mood at alll...
but then all the vb girls come, she was there also...
no choice... fake a smile..... o,o...
Then things happen again...
Was about to go DnT le.... but got one ball hit her face...
My heart instantly break.... but luckily i controlled my anger....
At that point of time.. telling the truth....
i was at a loss.... but still i went forward,...
and i felt that i'm a failure... indeed am one, seriously....
I felt seriously bad.... and wanted to say sorry... but there's too many ppl there...
i dont dare.... i hate myself to the max la....!!!!
I'm a cripple frog that had fallen into a deep dark well...
Struggling and thinking of ways to get out....
but, unfortuanately i cant.....
then i realised that, i not getting any closer to the mouth...
instead i'm falling deeper down into it....-
It's my life gonna be like this forever...? o,o?
Stupid bad rumours of me kept going around...
Stupid ppl will stepped into my life and mess around...
I hate it the most!!! seriously!
Am very tired of all this stuffs...
I wonder who do you really believe....
Their words or mine...? ( heartbreak )
What can i do now...?
Though somethings you did not tell me...
but i knew it all...
Better dont say ba...
if you want to tell me... you will....
No matter what, i trust you...
nights readers...
i'm drawing circles again....
~ Who am i to you~