Now, my hand is injured...
Dnt dont need to do le...
Gonna fail subject...
Fated ba....
Kinda moody now...
There's so many things that i want to ask you....
but why dont i have the courage to ask...
I'm really the firestarter...
I shouldn't have step into your life....
Stepping in is easy, but falling out it's hard...
I'm that kinda of person that is not welcome by ppl...
I admit it, cause i can see from it...
Yes, i'm living in this world, but not ppl's heart...
ok easy... no one remember me...
It's ok for me... as i've say i'm use to being alone...
I do not knwo what's happening between us...
Suddenly, we like become just a hi-bye friend...
This was not what my senses told me in the beginning....
This is not waht i expect it to be...
Why have it change so suddenly...?
I dont want to be just a hi-bye friend with you....
seriously... sometimes worse, just a smile.... pls....
What happen? sms also never reply....
o,o... i'm wordless...
Sometimes i'm angry, but still i tell myself to close an eye...
Pushing it down to the bottom of my heart....
I wonder what would happen when i 'explode'....
Is there anyone out there who really sees me around and care about me??
I wonder... sometimes.... but most probably....
Nope...o,o
If one day there's no sms, no call, no sight of me....
Know that i've left... leave to a far far place...
A place where i could be happy!
You have your life, i have mine too...
Sorry if i'm a irritating person...
but have you ask yourself why...
i can tell you, cause i dont wish to drift away from you...
or anyone... i want to be as close as i could with you...
I'm waiting for you...T,T...
~ i hate saying goodbye ~