This few days didn't blog...
dont know what to post...
or i could say dont feel like spilling out what's on my mind...
but today... realise something....
Made you angry yesterday!
Conversation were going 'smooth' but turned into hell!
Sorry, actually supposed it to be joking with you....
but didn't know your reaction so big...
Kinda shock also... Sincerely apologise to you! SORRY!!!
And also thanks for letting me realise the my action and words are...
so... ( never go throught the brain ) ....
Nowsaday, i wonder alot....
Wondering this wondering that.... and all's about you....
Kinda very stubborn and unpatience this few days...
how come ar??? o,O? i also dont know leh....
but i'm still keeping everything to myself... so nvm la....
You have your freedom, and i'm nobody to you, whom can anyhow interrupt it....
Telling myself this all the time... to comfort myself in another words...
Actually, i knew alot of things... just that i act as if i'm a toopid person...
who KNOWS nothing.... so everyboy will think i'm iding in the dark....
Somethings, yes, dont need somebody to say it out... i also know,...
now you will be wondering i have super power is it? hahs... no!
I can tell who is lying, who is telling the truth...
I can tell who is keeping a secrets from me, or unlike me....
I'm like waiting for the day where all the truth would be out...
hopefully the day is near... but i dont really care....
Everyone have secrets! Agree? o,O?
It's your decision whether to keep it or say it....
You wont be punish for making the wrong decision.....
So ya, be positive lo... what can i do? nothing.~.
Some how i start doubting everyone around me....
Somehow i start doubting that you are ignoring me....
somehow i'm doubting that no ones likes me....
somehow i start to doubt that you are lying to me....
But all this, how i know???
I'm not blind.... i'm not a person who does not have feelings....
A way how a person behave and speak.... can tell lots of things....
Be smart ppl.....
This post sounds abit sarcastic.... dont know why also....
Am i sad, angry, or moody now?.....o,o?
haiis... skipping the hospital check up next week....
i wonder what's the point of scanning my head again....
die jiu die lo.... i'm not a nice person... i'm heartlesss, i'm bias...
hahas.... so dots.... nvm la, no ones uderstand also....
Exams here!
Promise you i will do well!
And i will try my best this time round!
By the way thanks for being my motivation to study!
smiles(:
Night readers!
If you know me well, you would definitely know how i feel while typing...
Jiayou! All the best! Goodluck!
Hoho!
~I'm touch by your words, but sadly you just treat me as your kor...~