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7/7/2012.

It's been one day since i last see you and talk to you.
All i want to say is, I MISS YOU.

On 5/7/2010, its the first time i planned a surprise birthday celebration for you.
If i could stop time, i would have stop it at the moment.
I can say it was a well planned surprise and everything went on smoothly.
I spend so much time and effort getting it done.
With the help of the rest, my plan work out successfully.
Im really thankful to those that have help me.
I hope you like what i have planned for you.

I skip school, woke up early to get myself and MC.
Went to ION orchard to collect the cake and flower.
Spent the previous night geting the card and box done.
The ADIDAS lady's watch that i brought for you.
Every thing has a meaning. 
Watch - I hope i could send more time with you, or even better, be by your side every second every minute. 
Flower - Three red roses. It means I LOVE YOU. I really really love you, and i wont say i like you because im clear about my feelings this time round. 
Card - I do hope you will read the card. i've written all the things that i want to say to you in it. 
After dinner, we went to catch a movie. At that point of time, i wish one min was one hour so that i can spend more time with you. 
After movie, i send you home. Along the journey, i kept very quiet. I was thinking whether or not should i ask you for stead again. 
My heart was beating fast, my body was shivering, and cold sweat roll down my spine.
I was all the way building up my courage. Even till the last min, at the lift, i was still considering whether or not to ask. 
And so.....
I ask....
I swallow down my salivia and spit out the question. 
"Can you be my girlfriend?"
Total silence.... 
I think that it is the most awkward moment in my life. 
I know you wont give me a reply face to face. 
But when you got home, you gave me the reply. 
So... well... i knew what's your reply would be already... 
This time round i said i will wait for you. 
And i will really wait for you. 

There's one thing that i didnt ask, and wanted to ask long time ago. 
Which is....
"Do you like me?"
This time round, upon hearing your reply....
I I I do not know how am i gonna feel...
Should i be upset?
Or...
Should i be happy?
My feelings are like rojak! Seriously!
i really dont know what to do now.

i hope you will not ignore me.
But if you do, i shall let you be.
But will you?
I'm really afraid that i will lose you one day.
Has the day arrived?
it's that first time i ask a girl for stead face to face.
Im sorry if i scare you.

I'm really at a loss.
Many questions keep popping up in my head.
i wish someone could give me the answer.
Will there be a someone??

All i want is you to happy at the end of the day.
I want my future to be only you and i.
will the day arrived?

Shall end of here... mood change... feeling down now...

~ I LOVE YOU, LEE JIA JING ~

 

You, you and you.

Its been quite sometime since i last post. 
Still the same, life is cope up with studies and work.
Going out with friends = money fly away. 
But but but, when out with friends, the smile on my faces automatically appear. 


For you Annabelle,


After one year, we finally talk. 
The greatest mistakes that i have made in life is to make you disappointed in me. 
Firstly i want to thank you for forgiving me, and be friends with me again. 
I no matter what, the flame that i lighted in you will always be there. 
There's is no way i could put it out, but only can decrease the disappointment level in you. 
There are many things that i want to tell you. But i guess i do not have the chance to say it out anymore. 
What i want now, is to be a better friend of yours. 
Maybe im waiting for you somewhere deep down in my heart. 
Maybe i still love you, the feeling is still there after so long. 
I held myself back at many things, and this is because i do not have the confidence i once had.
The whole year that we did not contact, i was like a walking dead. 
You wont know how im feeling at that point of time. 
And i waited for one year, i did not give up, because i still believe in one thing. 
That is, I want to have back the friendship that i once had. 
I want to play and joke around with you again. 
I want to have fun and laugh like how you behave with others. 
Will all this be possible? 
After all im sorry for what i've did last time, and i hope we can be friends forever. 


For you JiaJing, 


Somehow, i felt that its fated for me to get to know you. 
We know each other in RP and as times flies, i get to know you better. 
Slowly, unknowingly, i fall for you. I really fall for you. 
You are one girl that i would sacrifice anything for, protect you like a guardian angel and treat you like no one ever treated you before. 
You are a quiet, intelligent, strong, and unique girl to me. 
I see the differences in you compare to the other girls i've seen. 
Sometimes, i really wish to have the chance to be your only listening ear. 
To lend you my shoulder when need, to be your entertainer and make you happy. 
Frankly speaking, i do not know whether should i wait for you. 
It will be a tough challenge for me because i still dont know you well. 
I dont know why, whenever im with you, i see through your eyes and i can feel that you are feeling sad deep in you. 
You kept all your sorrows in you and nvr tell anyone about it. I know you have and i wish to know whats bothering you. If possible i wish i could share your burden together.
If that darkness in you nvr comes out, im nvr gonna stop trying to make you happy. 
You amy have your reasons why you do not wish to let out your sorrows, but i really wish to see you smile happily from the bottom of your heart. 
It doesnt give me a good feeling when i know you more than others, but not able to help you in your troubles. 
You are really a unique girl, and im sure i fall for the right person. 


For you Amanda,


There's quite a number of things i want to tell you. 
I wish i had the chance but sadly i dont have. 
You are a cheerful and friendly girl. 
I did fall for you last time. And i made a mistake to ignore you and choose not to confess to you. 
I want to apologies for ignoring last time, now i find that im being a fool with my actions. 
I know i had fall for you, but i do not have the courage to tell you. 
Im afraid that i will end up hurting you and myself, and so i choose not to tell you.   
The feeling that you gave me is to protecting and dote you like my own sister. 
So i choose to keep you in the dark about how i feel. 
You may have the guy you like, and you may have your troubles. 
I care and concern for you. I doubt you know this. 
We are busy with life, you had your life and i had mine. 
All i can do is to text you fortnightly and see how you are doing. 
I know you wont tell me how you feel or what troubles you are facing. 
And i know you are just treating me as a best friend. 
I will let you continue to treat me as your best friend at work, and i will treat you like my sister. 
Hope you can find your happiness soon. 


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Every now and then new people appear in our lifes. 
We are fated to know each other and become friends. 
Treasure the friendship that you have now, because, i dont think you will get to find another like this. 
I may now love nobody, and i will choose to get going in life. 
Staying on to my daily fix schedule. 
School, work, home. 
i guess this is life. 
I thank God to let me know all the people around me. 
I believe God have the reason why he choose to let me get to know this group of people. 


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~Time will prove and heal everything. Time is what we need and treasure.~

Who am I to you?

I did something foolish, ad somewhat i felt that it is a joke.

I make the wrong choice of confessing to you that night,
but now i realised that it's a right chioce that i did not confess to you last night.

I spend my whole night at your work place.
In the first place, i swear i did not go purposely.
Before that, i already have a bad feeling about it.

I spend my whole night there.
When i saw you, i was enlighten! Seriously!
It's been days since i last saw you, but to me it's like centuries long.
I really miss you.
Though we text each other, i felt that you've change.
As in the way you text me.
Is it because now you know i like you, or is it because of something else.

Before i leave your workplace, i say i will wait for you to off work, and you replied ok.
I was happy. I dont deny.
But I waited from 6 to 9am.
The weather condition was cold and dizzling.
I waited with an empty stomach, and Daniel saw that i almost puke out.
I send out three text at the earlier time but you reply at 8;59.
I believe that you left the place, with someone else i guess.
I seriously had no idea what's your reason for this action.
That duration that i was there waiting for you,
and the reply you gave.
It really tells me how much i meant to you, even we were just friends.
All the while, I was having flashback.
Though we did not knew wach other for long but still...
From the day i met you, all the fun times, the sad moments, it all came to me at once.
I dont think you even care about my presence in your life.
With or without me it's the same.

When i recieved your text, or maybe i can say the last text....
Actually i dont feel that upset at the first place, but the smile you put at the end.
It tells and shows me everything. Perhaps let me see through you.
If it was meant to be a joke, I can tell you it isn't funny.
I am not angry at you, totally NO, i swear!
I just dont know why, and disappointed.
After viewing that text, i walk from cine to ion.
On the journey, there's a 'undescribeable' feeling in me.
There's a chinese saying, "Cry with no tears."
Now i know how it felt like, i seriously dont like it.

You are forgiven.
I wont blame you.
Im at fault too.

Maybe its better for me to be alone for now.
Sorry people if i did not replied your msg or answer your call.

~I love you, i really do. I just hope you gave me a chance to prove it to you.~

End here, I guess.

School:
It has been 3weeks since school reopens.
Time indeed flew pass fast.
Time is one thing that when it's gone it will definitely cannot be find back.
I'm lack of motivation to go school, like a seriously.
I feel that Ive lost something real important to me.
Sadly, I just don't know what is it.
When or where will I gain back my motivation?

Friends or clique:
I'm sorry!
I know I've not been myself this few days.
For now, I would like to remain like this, as it's the real side of me.
I don't want to be a funny person, neither childish nor naughty.
All I want now, is to be who I use to be.
I may have scare some of you, I'm sorry.
I just wish you all could understand.
Something or 'things' had hit me real badly this time round.
After it, I've decided to change back to who I use to be.
The 'boring boy' if you all wish to know.
I know I talk very little, neither did I joke nor play.
I'm tired, very tired, seriously exhausted.
I dont know how to further elaborate how I'm feeling now.

Life:
I guess life has really knock me down this time round.
I don't wish for anything now.
I just want to be simple, and lead a peaceful life.
It seems like i've given up, given up on everything.
Putting down what I use to be carrying, so when I'm dead I can fly up to heaven.
Ok, sounds lame.

You*:
It's been a long time since I last talk to you and see you.
From the start I knew this would happen.
I won't forget you, I won't forget what we've went through.
Then fun joy and laughter that me and you create.
I hope you are fine with your life now.
And perhaps found a goal in life that you wish to achieve for.
If we ever meet again, I would just want to say one thing: " Be happy and take good care of yourself. "

You**:
I don't know what have I done wrong.
I don't know why you are afraid of me now.
Though you did not mention, but I knew you were referring to me.
I had decided to stop and leave.
Its all my fault.
I started all this nonsense from the very start.
So, let me be the one suffering.
I just hope that I could have a chance to apologize to you face to face.

You***:
One year have gone.
I remember clearly The day that i met you.
Till now, I still do not know what had happen between us.
I always wanted to find chances to ask you but as day pass by, I tell myself not to.
You seem to be living your life happily without my presence.
Continue with it!
You have a great dream, you have a strong determination.
You have your reasons for all your actions, and I respect you !
I will pray to god and ask him to bless you on your coming major exam.
" Goodluck and all the best "

Ok, seems like I've spilled everything here.
Shall take a break.
Feeling much better now.
I wish everyone to be bless with good health and lead a better life each day!!!

~ I need not have show or tell that I misses you, deep in my heart I will just tell myself to remember you always.~

First day of school

School has reopen!
New faces, new class and new modules.
Today's module was somewhat fun and interesting.
Classmates were all very enthu and friendly.
Not bad after all....

To somebody:
If the decision you've made is really what you want then go for it.
I admit I was heartbroken when I heard that...
I nobody to change you, but can only give you advice.
I hope you remember what I told you last time.
I'm disappointed being a normal friend of yours though.
Hope you really put in deep considerations before coming up with the final decision.

Short post for today...
Not really in the mood anyway

October arrived

It's the start of October, which means holidays are coming to an end.
Sad life, boring life, no life!!!
School is reopening this Wednesday!
Not looking forward to it like seriously!!
Needa adapt to the new environment each day...
Meeting new people, and everything seems to start from zero again!
Never mind...
Being positive! I should just bear with it and after getting that diploma I'm off!!!

Hey girl! You had a unique character!
I may have certain things in me that I would like you to know...
Everyday I wish I had the chance to say it out but somehow it's not happening...
Or I can say it's not gonna happen anyway.
Never mind... I changing myself again.
Now I just wanna live my everyday life peacefully.
Let fate decide for you and me!

Everynight I hope that 2morow will be a peaceful day, instead of a better day!
That's because I don't need it to be any better as I think it's the best now!
One shouldnt demand for much in life..
Positive yay!!

~all I want is you to remember what I've done that have create an impact in your life.~

End of September

Today is Friday.
Went to chalet for the past three days and... ok it was quite fun actually but was also abit boring.
Boring because not all of them came and there wasn't really a well planned plan of what activities to do.
It was a chalet, or the only chalet that I've seen so many food that we wasn't able to finish it within three days.
I slept only two hours for that three day and don't really yet feel tired...
Weird uh!

Actually I was suppose to do something.
I dont know whether is it I did not have the chance to do it or I did not find the chance to do it.
Kinda feel wasted but nvr regret.
If I want to confess to you, it would only be just you and me.
Now i don't think I will have the chance again, as school is reopening soon.
I wish I would still be able to keep in contact with you and remain how we are like how we use to be.

"God, give me another chance. For the chance you gave me, I will gather all my courage and without hesitating I will say out all the words that I want to say to her."

Just a short one

I'm getting tired.
Really tired of life..
But still it must go on unless I die.

I'm tired of working, but if I dont work, I got no money..

I'm tired of going to school, though it's the holidays now, but school will be reopening in weeks time.
Changing of class, waking up early in the morning and the ling travel distance really pull my motivation down alot.

I tried hard not to think of you each day, but I fail...
No matter what I do will always makes me remind me to think of you. Is this love or what?
I know very well that we are from two very different world but I wish fate would bring us together by closing the gap in between us.

Shall sleep early tonight. forcing myself to wake up early and head for church 2morow morning.

~I just wanna let you know, I like you~

Fast isn't it?

So, one semester had past.

Holiday now, and when school reopen, it will be again a brand new start.

Going to have lots of awkward moments and knowing new people.

I'm not sure whether will i adapt to the new class and get bond with them
I'm a weird person, so as to speak, no ones understand me.

Getting on with life, after what happen about a month ago.

I still have no idea what went wrong between the two of us.

Things just seem to go worng so suddenly and i wish i would have the chance to ask you personally.

But sadly, i dont...

We are so close but yet so far.

What happen, between us, i serious had no idea and wish someone could just tell me

Now, i guess we are total stranger.

MAybe this may not be bad idea.

If fate allows, i hope we could bump into each other again, and start a new friendship.

After that, i decide to give up everything that i had held on for long.

Yes, i let go for that few pathetic days.

I dont know whether do i just had a crush on you or certainly just treating you as a very close friend.

The rest say that my action were too obvious to tel that i like you.

But i ask myself, is it true??

I'm always uncertain about my feelings, whihc i hate it alot.

How? Is there any kind soul out there that would guide me.

EVen if i confess to you, i already knew what's your response or answer would be.

Contradicting is, if i never try how i know it will fail?

Haiis....

Work was gettting somewhat boring..

I felt that i got position over there any more.

No one to blame, but the world is changing.
From what i can see, each banch of new people that are coming in are different.

Too different from last time.

Never mind, work for the money and maintain the motivation and relationship i had build up over there.

Lesser and lesser people are working..

we are getting less and less bond together.

Everyone is busy with life, i guess.

When i'm at work, i will have lots and lots of flashback.

Standing there, nothing to do, makes me think back of the happy moments i had over there.

How i wish time would stop there and the fun and joy i had with her nvr ends.


Sometimes i miss the times that i call you 'Baby', had lunch together, laughing together, playing while working together, and i spend this year valentines day with you.

I had the flash back that you cried in front of me, and i felt useless...

All of this will never gonna happen again.

What have gone had gone far far away and never will it come back again.

Hope that things will become better.

Yes, frankly speaking i'm sad.

Deeply in me i felt unfair.

But i'm old enough to be mature enough to think positively.

It maybe stormy right now but it will not rain forever.

I will try to be strong and will stand back up after each knock down.

I will smile as much as i could to keep me from thinking too much.

"I just want to say, i have feelings for you, yes i still do though i said i've give up.I may not be the one whom you will choose, but rather i hope i had the chance to be the one."

~Loving one person doesn't mean you have to be together with her, but rather make her live her life happily, and when she is happy, you yourself will be happy too.~

Tiring day. How come?

Today it's a tiring day for me.
Dont know why also...
Early in the morning wake up unwilling...
Force myself to school de...
Haiis... dont feel like going school...
HAve to travel so far and spend so many hours sitting down.
No choice and have to tolerate for three years.

There's so many things i want to say but i dont know where to start from.
The way i talk to you now is like how we talk at the beginning of our friendship.
Short conversations.... haiis...
Who to blame? Me lo....

Tired ttm. Resting early tonight.
Goodnight reader.
Will post longer 2morow.

~i love you, but i dont know what would happen if i confess to you.~

Did i make the wrong choice?

Today is a busy day for me, i guess.
So many things to do, need to finish the poster stand and still got UT!
Haiis....
UT was still okok, able to do some of the questions.

There's so many questions in me that i kept asking myself.
But what for i kept asking myself and there's no answer to it???
Where can i find the answer, when can i know the answer?
I seriously came to a point where i dont even know what i'm doing??
I dont even know who am i, or do i really know myself well?
HAve i made the right choice to wait?
Am i really gonna give up the whole forest just for that particular seed still buried in the ground.
Am i still gonna stubborn, or is it the right thing to do?
I seriously dont know, really dont know...

I guess that keepig quiet is the best solutions to all.
Nothing would change if i say it out, but then if i dont say it out, things changes fast and unexpected.
Why is it like this?
or is this life??
Who exactly can give me the answer to all my questions, to all my doubts?

(Hey, i just wanna tell you that i miss the time where we use to be so close together.
We had fun at work, all the joy and laughter we had. I miss the day that i spend my this year Valentine's day with you. The lunch at Pizza Hut, and how we spent our day at work. I did have the urge to buy a present for you, but i was too late. I miss the chance and i dont think there's another time i could do it again. I miss that night that you cry in front of me. I was shock, i was at a loss of what to do. I feel like hugging you but i never, beecause i dont dare to. Instantly i felt heartbroken seeing your tears roll out of your eyes, and i felt useless at that point in time. I miss the time that i use to send you to the bus stop every night after work. Even though i did not send you back home but still i felt.... Now... it's all gone... it has ended and i guess there wont be another time where allthis could hapen again.)

I miss everything, i lost all the thing, because f my foolish act and decision.!!
I wish that somebody can just give me one tight slap and wake me up!
there's nothing i could do now. So, i'm jut gonna go with the flow.
Praying to GOd and hopes he hears my voices.

Night readers!

I'm back...

So many things happen in this few months..

Work:
I've transfer from Sushi Tei ( SG) to ( NEX ) .
Never regretted on my decision and i think it's the correct choice to leave there though having much relationship with the people there.
Now, everyone have left, two seniors of mine have quit, AM has transfer to ( TP ) and seldom part timers are wroking nowsadays.
So, luckily i left and came ot NEX. Though till now i still cant find or create the feeling that i once use to had at the previous outlet, i'm trying hard t create that among the whole service crew. I hope one day, we wil be exactly like a family.

Studies:
School have started. A month have pass. And UT is round the corner.
School was kinda cool. Met a class of 25 new friends. Quite a fun and interesting class to be in.
Learning new stuffs again, in a total new environment.
Problem solving, Organisational behaviour, Engineering Design, Math, Science!! Woots!!
Interesting and fun modules!
But but but... i dislike the timetable... everyday the same routine...
830-330, each day just that is a diff module.
MAybe after a few more weeks i will be adapt to it le ba..
Missing the life in secondary school!!! but this is life, everyone of us have to move on and none should choose to move back.

Life:
Kinda closing an eye towards everything.
Tolerance and forgiveness i'm telling myself everyday.
Now, i know more about myself, after this few months.
Now i know that, im always unclear of my feelings.
Never once had i been clear of it... tmd... seriously..
I blame no one.. but myself... blaming myself on everything....
Telling myself to be more positive looking.

Love:
I should apologise to you, even though i dont know what i've done wrong...
I knew things would turn out to be like this, like how it is like today...
You going towards the left to achieve your high goals in life, and i take the right path which leads me to where i want to go to.
The problems lies on, we do not know each other well enough, and now everything turns to be like this.
I'm should go with the flow now ba.
Never am i gonna tell you how much i use to love you.
Earth is round, if we are fated we will meet one day, somewhere!

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Still quite alot of stuffs to say....
never mind... slowly post ba....
no rush....
Byebye!!!

-Love recognizes no barriers. It jumps hurdles, leap fences, penetrates walls to arrive at it's destination, full of hopes.-

It's another....

Hi blog!! Guess nobody is looking at this blog already...

Blog maybe later in the day.

Quite alot of thngs to post!

It's over

19 dec 2010..

My birthday was like any other normal days...
Every year this day will be lonely...
This year, abit diff...
I was happy! but also abit sad...

Happy! cause there's a small group of ppl celebrate it with me...
Thanks alot guys!(:

Sad! cause i thought you would remember, and will be the first to wish me...
but nvm la... you didn't did it on purpose, just mix up the dates... and was late by half an hour...
still i got happy after you wish me, though it was half an hour late! (: not blaming you...

It's over le... that's it... hoping that what i wish for would come true ba.

Still i'm reminding myself certain facts...
Somethings i must know, and bear in mind...
It's also a reason why i dont dare to step one step forward....
I should just quietly wait for you ba....

Sometimes while chatting with you, i really wish you were beside me....
So you are able to see my reactions or know how i feel....
haiis... it's impossible la...

It may be the perfect cup of tea for me, but do i get the chance to drink it?

Things ain't easy as it seems....

Nights readers!

~ With determination, i'll try and i'll wait~

Short and simple

I'm currently working at Sushi Tel @ Nex mall!
It's the beginning and sure there's lots of problem,
but i'm sure things will turn well after sometime.

I sure of certain things.
Yes! I like you.
but i always bear in mind certain things....
and keep on reminding myself of it....
It's my first time trying and waiting for a special 'you'
I dont wish for much.... ( none of my wish came true before though)
So day passes fast each day... and dont know when will things gonna change....

nights readers
update in a weeks time!

~ your words do hurts sometimes but neither i show nor tell~

I thought things went the right way...

Yes, finally '' level i over.
Awaited long enough for this day to come...

Though it's the holday now...
freedom is all around me...
but still there are things that makes me emo...
i'm fated to be an emo kid..

Sometimes i do wonder whether am i a failure?
I would nvr get the things i wanted...
No matter how much i wish for,or strive for...
It would either slips pass my palm, or nvr even got a chance to grab it...
Ya, i like you. But i didn't show or tell you...
It's because i'm scared... i'm shy to take the first move...
maybe i should really make up my mind ba...
and now i really had came out with the correct decision...
I thank god for letting me know, what i should do...

I'm just a person, that cames into your life suddenly,
then after leaving footprints, i left.... o,o
it's just all this that could come to my mind...
should i be sad or happy?
something cant be explain... cause no one knows why...
Days spent with you was enjoyable...
It's gonna be short, and i'm gonna treasure it...
Not gonna say a word to you, dont wish you realise anything...
I just want you to forget me, and live happily.

Maybe, when the next time i saw you, we will be total strangers.
Hope that i would see you again. I'm leaving you.
I really know now le.

Nights reader.
I wont smile again...
even if my mouth smile, the knife still remains in my heart.
))))):

( It's impossible, even if i say it now.)
( I will miss you, but i wont say.)

I wanna say something..

Ok O level have started!
It's really time to concentrate!

A sotong:
I'm not trying to irritate you..
but just that i want to talk to you.
Promised to you, that i'm gonna drew that penguin for you.
I mean, it. And your words motivated me.
You said.: " Good things worth waiting! "
Happy ttm when i heard this! Cool!
I've started drawing and 2months is the max time you gonna wait.
Thanks!(:

Special you:
So awkward without you around.
You went oversea at the wrong time...
But nvm... your action touch me again.
Though those letter contain short para..
It all motivates me alot!
Thanks sis! you're the best!

We learn to pick up things, but also remember to learn to put down also.
I may seems positive to you, actually i'm not...
But what can i do...
so just close one eye and think positive lo!
I started to be positive because that cute sotong taught me!

haiiss... dont know what to say already....
Wish i could pass all the upcoming exams ba.

~I gotta close an eye to say i miss you~

I'm not happy at all...

The opposite of 'come' is 'go'.

Special one.-:
We knew each other not too long ago...
slowly we become very good friends...
then you become my sister...
Things change each day, and i knew we were part after sometime...
Today, it's the last day, and also the last time...
i am able to go to school with you...
take bus with you...
play and have fun with you.
you brought to me lots of fun joy and laughter.
You taught me things too.
I really wish that we would not part but still this things cant be avoided...
This is live, many things are fated.
I thank god for letting me to get to know you.
It's fated!:P
You surprise did touch me! Thank you!
I dont know what to say... but just have to admit that...
you are the best sister i have among all.
Though now i know we'll start to drift... but still
i willl try my very best to keep in contact with you.
Your response to my that "question" was not what i expected...
but still i gotta accepted it. it's special i admit, cause a special person gives special reply.
hahas... i'm not talking sense now, i think...
Anyway, thanks lots!(: loves!

Exactly one week to 'O' levels.
I dont think i'm gonna make it...
I doint have time to study...
i'm tired...
though my motivation is there to study...
but still dont know why i cant...
can somebody tell me why...
i'm putting aside all stuffs...
hope miracle happen ba...
i'm already chiong-ing god!
haiis....

I've got so many things to say to somebody.
But i dont think it's right to do so.
And i just want to simply tell you that,
i'm not angry at you.

Sotong girlgirl, i'm use to your unique character.
like finally!!(: know i'm starting to understand you.
You really let me know what is call...
the cold and hot times! Cool!

Never gonna give up anything!
Party till insane after 'O's

~I just wanna say, i miss you~

Gotta let it be...

Quite sometime didn't post le...
Many words to say, but just dont know how to start it...
Maybe start from the past ba...

-somebody-
Frankly speaking...
i abit angry at you.
but what for sia, i ask myself...
you ain;t that important to me anymore..
i'm not the cruel one.. it's you...
you had your happy life now.
so i dont even need to care right...?
Your words were all so convincing.
And i dont even think you know me now...
A total stranger as can say...
fine, things change.
I'm not gonna do anything and we see how things goes.

-Girl ar-...
You are just so 'uncommentable'....
Though me and you we like still very cold....
but i hope things could really change...
a few sms a day.. or not even one...
from you, can say it's killing me....last time...
now i can say... i'm use to it le...
It's up to you whether anot to sms me...
it's your character... so i'm accepting it...
You are just a innocent individual...

-Mei ar-
Sometimes i wonder whether is it too late to get to know you...
What if i had known you earlier??
Though the time we spent together is not alot...
but i do treasure my every second with you.
you gave me a very different feelings from the others...
I feel so warmth, fun and laugh alot when i'm with you.
Speaking the truth! I did not sleep in class for a week le..
As every morning i become your punching bag...
who hits away all my sleeping worm. hahahas!
I enjoy my time being with you.
You are a special individual...

In this world, everyone is different.
And people do change.

-Xiong di-
You've have change, do you realise?
Dont you realised that people around you are start to dislike you?
Dont you realised that somewhat your actions or words are affecting people around you...
Yes, you maybe good at everything....
but what's the point if you did not have a good character?
It's fine with me, whether you change into a monster or what...
cause the one losing out is not me and its you.
Knowing you long enough...
i'm sure you would come to your senses one day and realise your mistake.
i still have trust in you!(:

Night readers.
Have a nice night.
Studying now.
Got 4th in class... sadded):
Should have got better.
nvm, work harder for the last lap.

~I do, really, like you! you believe?~