School:
It has been 3weeks since school reopens.
Time indeed flew pass fast.
Time is one thing that when it's gone it will definitely cannot be find back.
I'm lack of motivation to go school, like a seriously.
I feel that Ive lost something real important to me.
Sadly, I just don't know what is it.
When or where will I gain back my motivation?
Friends or clique:
I'm sorry!
I know I've not been myself this few days.
For now, I would like to remain like this, as it's the real side of me.
I don't want to be a funny person, neither childish nor naughty.
All I want now, is to be who I use to be.
I may have scare some of you, I'm sorry.
I just wish you all could understand.
Something or 'things' had hit me real badly this time round.
After it, I've decided to change back to who I use to be.
The 'boring boy' if you all wish to know.
I know I talk very little, neither did I joke nor play.
I'm tired, very tired, seriously exhausted.
I dont know how to further elaborate how I'm feeling now.
Life:
I guess life has really knock me down this time round.
I don't wish for anything now.
I just want to be simple, and lead a peaceful life.
It seems like i've given up, given up on everything.
Putting down what I use to be carrying, so when I'm dead I can fly up to heaven.
Ok, sounds lame.
You*:
It's been a long time since I last talk to you and see you.
From the start I knew this would happen.
I won't forget you, I won't forget what we've went through.
Then fun joy and laughter that me and you create.
I hope you are fine with your life now.
And perhaps found a goal in life that you wish to achieve for.
If we ever meet again, I would just want to say one thing: " Be happy and take good care of yourself. "
You**:
I don't know what have I done wrong.
I don't know why you are afraid of me now.
Though you did not mention, but I knew you were referring to me.
I had decided to stop and leave.
Its all my fault.
I started all this nonsense from the very start.
So, let me be the one suffering.
I just hope that I could have a chance to apologize to you face to face.
You***:
One year have gone.
I remember clearly The day that i met you.
Till now, I still do not know what had happen between us.
I always wanted to find chances to ask you but as day pass by, I tell myself not to.
You seem to be living your life happily without my presence.
Continue with it!
You have a great dream, you have a strong determination.
You have your reasons for all your actions, and I respect you !
I will pray to god and ask him to bless you on your coming major exam.
" Goodluck and all the best "
Ok, seems like I've spilled everything here.
Shall take a break.
Feeling much better now.
I wish everyone to be bless with good health and lead a better life each day!!!
~ I need not have show or tell that I misses you, deep in my heart I will just tell myself to remember you always.~