Today is a busy day for me, i guess.
So many things to do, need to finish the poster stand and still got UT!
Haiis....
UT was still okok, able to do some of the questions.
There's so many questions in me that i kept asking myself.
But what for i kept asking myself and there's no answer to it???
Where can i find the answer, when can i know the answer?
I seriously came to a point where i dont even know what i'm doing??
I dont even know who am i, or do i really know myself well?
HAve i made the right choice to wait?
Am i really gonna give up the whole forest just for that particular seed still buried in the ground.
Am i still gonna stubborn, or is it the right thing to do?
I seriously dont know, really dont know...
I guess that keepig quiet is the best solutions to all.
Nothing would change if i say it out, but then if i dont say it out, things changes fast and unexpected.
Why is it like this?
or is this life??
Who exactly can give me the answer to all my questions, to all my doubts?
(Hey, i just wanna tell you that i miss the time where we use to be so close together.
We had fun at work, all the joy and laughter we had. I miss the day that i spend my this year Valentine's day with you. The lunch at Pizza Hut, and how we spent our day at work. I did have the urge to buy a present for you, but i was too late. I miss the chance and i dont think there's another time i could do it again. I miss that night that you cry in front of me. I was shock, i was at a loss of what to do. I feel like hugging you but i never, beecause i dont dare to. Instantly i felt heartbroken seeing your tears roll out of your eyes, and i felt useless at that point in time. I miss the time that i use to send you to the bus stop every night after work. Even though i did not send you back home but still i felt.... Now... it's all gone... it has ended and i guess there wont be another time where allthis could hapen again.)
I miss everything, i lost all the thing, because f my foolish act and decision.!!
I wish that somebody can just give me one tight slap and wake me up!
there's nothing i could do now. So, i'm jut gonna go with the flow.
Praying to GOd and hopes he hears my voices.
Night readers!